I stayed home with my two year old today. He woke me at 2am,then again at 3am...and by 4am-I gave in and emailed my boss. Something like, "my bleary-eyed, cranky self with no inner monologue will not be at work today. No thanks necessary :)" It has always been difficult for me to cancel or "no-show" to anything, especially work. Even now, as a parent, I still find myself cringing with each email I send apologizing for my absence. Recently,I toured my rising Kindergartener's new "big boy school." We pulled into the parking lot, I viewed the large building where my teensy child was to walk into (with his little backpack and matching lunchbox) in a matter of months and then I cried. Sobbing really, with an after-pity party: "he's too little", "how did 5 years pass by so quickly" and finally-the very useful "wherehaveIbeenwhatkindofmomamI?" You know that's how the sobbing rants sound! So, since my Susan Lucci-esque sc...
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